I stepped from Plank to Plank
A slow and cautious way
The Stars about my Head I felt
About my feet the Sea.

I knew not but the next
Would be my final inch -
This gave me that precarious Gait
Some call Experience.

Emily Dickinson, c. 1864

Sunday, November 3, 2024

It's that time again

Leaves carpeting the trail

As much as I love this time of year, for many reasons, I don't enjoy the rain as much as I once did, but the beautiful fallen leaves gracing the trail remain delightful. I'm feeling pretty good and watching the bounteous summer turning into autumn also makes me grateful for my ability to watch the show and play in the cool air once again.

The other thing that happens at this time of year is changing our clocks back one hour. It means that, although my clock says it's 4:30 in the morning, I need to find a subject that will inspire both me and my readers, and right now nothing is coming.

I did come up with the idea of discussing "the vicissitudes of life," whatever that means. Spending some time reading about what different schools of thought consider to be "vicissitudes" is enlightening. According to Buddhist thought, the eight vicissitudes of life are four sets of opposites: gain and loss, status and disgrace, praise and censure, pleasure and pain. The word vicissitude is a descendant of the Latin noun vicis, meaning "change" or "alternation," and it has been a part of the English language since the 16th century. It's not a word that you hear a lot these days, or a concept that is often written about, apparently. Or maybe I have just not been reading much of anything and I have forgotten about it.
Joy is a spiritual element that gives vicissitudes unity and significance.—Helen Keller

 I am always happy to find myself joyful, and although it comes sometimes without warning, I find myself looking for things that fill me with joy. I will sometimes be walking down the street in my usual neutral attitude, and suddenly I find myself feeling happy for no reason I can discern. Anything that takes my grumpy melancholy away is wonderful, even if I cannot exactly say why it happens.

Everyone has different techniques for getting through tough spots in life, and I often find that a walk will do it for me. After about a half hour or so of being outside in the weather, no matter what it is, I feel myself letting go of those things that hold back the joy of just being alive and ambulatory. And I have plenty of different types of clothing that will allow me to be outdoors and feel ready for the elements. That said, I find that I am not exactly thrilled to be heading outdoors in a rainstorm, but it sure does give me pleasure to face the vicissitudes of weather and not be forced indoors just because. Plus I have a warm home to enter, even if I'm wet, and getting into a hot shower and dry clothes is a delightful end to a soggy adventure. And I wouldn't have had it if I hadn't made the effort. No wonder it's often why I feel good afterwards.

By the time I write in this post next week, I'll know what happened with the American election. It's been a tough time for us all, including those who aren't even in this country, and I am hoping that the Universe will allow for the right outcome to emerge. And who knows what that is, really? We sure don't, because while our planet is going through its growing pains, other constellations and galaxies take a much longer view. An emerging star in the dust lanes of a distant cosmic nebula is not all that concerned with what is happening here on Earth.

Falling stars

For now, I'll keep using the tools I have in my own little corner of the world, those that have served me for decades and will probably help me get through the vicissitudes of life that I have ahead of me. Those of service, love for others, and an ability to take a longer view should keep me in one piece. For now.

I do hope that all of my virtual family are doing well, or as well as can be expected considering whatever vicissitudes of life you are facing at the moment. My dear sweet partner still sleeps quietly next to me, my tea is long gone, and I've got some time to read articles and comics on this gentle Sunday morning. John will pick me up and we'll go out for our usual breakfast. There will be more light in the sky for a few weeks, and the sun in this part of the country will set before 5:00 until next year. The dark days of winter lie ahead of us, before the cycle begins again. Until we meet again next week, dear friends, I wish you all good things. Be well.

11 comments:

Far Side of Fifty said...

I hope you have a good week, not everyone will as we are a Country divided. It will be a relief to get it over with whatever the outcome.
I dislike the darkness especially in the afternoon...it just makes me sleepy. :)

Marie Smith said...

I have had similar experiences in which I realize what I observe around me on a walk makes me feel joyful. No matter what is going on, there is much to be joyful about if we but open our eyes! Here’s to a joyful week…

ApacheDug said...

I must admit that I've struggled to find things to be joyful about, since being struck down with long covid at the start of the year. My life came to a grinding halt. But it's opened my eyes too, and I look forward to a full recovery with a better appreciation of people places & things, people especially. DJan, watch your step on those slippery leaves (I slid on a few yesterday walking to the market) and yes we are a speck of cosmic dust but I'm still keeping my fingers crossed that good triumphs evil on Tuesday.

Rian said...

I love that pic of the leaves carpeting the trail. Enlarged it and wanted to be there. And I too find myself sometimes a bit melancholy for no apparent reason... and then there are times when I experience what I call those magic moments of happiness (again -for no apparent reason).
And yes, we changed the clocks before bed. Change or don't change - doesn't bother me either way.
As for this coming week, I think we're all very apprehensive. I've never known an election (in my 79 years) to affect people like this one. I think we fear the outcome could make or break us. But like I told our son, whatever happens, we will handle it. My prayer is that the silent majority will win out.

Elephant's Child said...

Be careful on those leaves please. Enjoy your breakfast and cherish those moments of joy. As I will.

Gigi said...

That carpet of leaves is beautiful (and most likely slippery). I too cannot wait to put this damned election behind us.

Celia said...

Be careful on those beautiful but slippery leaves. We are having a birthday party on election Eve as my great-grandson turns three. I hope the results are in his/our favor. No more t/Rump. I'm 82 and it was depressing to consider if that fool gets elected I might not live to see the backside of him.

Linda Reeder said...

A walk was always my fix, until recently when a walk is a struggle. For now working in the yard is taking the place of most of my exercise. I will get back to a regular cycle of walking and biking when I have no other good alternatives.
I do love being outside.

Red said...

Aren't vissitudes what keep us going. Change is a good thing. Change keeps things interesting and is a challenge. I hope you have a big smile here next week.

Rita said...

Change is the only thing we can count on really. I'm thinking positive for a change from the last decade of vitriol and division lead by the man I hope is finally defeated. But whatever happens there is always children's laughter and cats purring in my world. ;)

Linda Myers said...

I've done all I can do except hope, and I'm doing that from here in Tucson.